Today was probably the first time that I felt totally directive and 'in-control' in my appointmet. major breakthrough. no freaking out, we were totally on the same page. we worked quickly and efficiently. she was gone in an hour. she spent 3x what she told me she would. It felt SO good . when Nicole came to check in, I was so excited to be able to tell her that I did what she told me to, and it worked. She told me she was really proud of me and she can't wait to get me where she is. (obviously, it'll pay off for both of us).

It was also the first time I could really see myself doing what I do now, long term, and being absolutely KILLER at it. I'm revving up for wednesday. I've got a big one coming in and am really hoping I can make the most out of her (long term, especially).

I love work. I love my career. And finally, I'm not nervous or overwhelmed by it. Now it's time to play- time to be a rock star like I have been.

Thank you Jesus. You've given me so much.