I think maybe I've had enough of this juggling game. I'm no good at it. I'm holding onto my increase for dear life, trying to keep all of my clients and coworkers happy and it's just not working.

I'm absolutely miserable. Nausiatingly miserable.

I can't eat, can't sleep, can't think without panicking. Why am I just no good at this.

What do I do? Do I really want to do this forever.... Will it ever get better....

My work life is just flowing over into my personal life a little too much for comfort.

Fuck this fucking shit.