Today its taken every fiber of my being to just get to Decatur... Go to the hair place... Run my errands.... All I want to do is drive and keep driving. I can't tell if I'm too brave or too scared to just do it. Drive to the camp of colors savannah.... My grandpas farm.... Anywhere safe and far....
But I didn't yet. Haven't... Won't... I hope

Still cloudy.. Still shakey and tired.... Taking one day at a time....



Things are just hard Right now... Everything is so so hard...